the more ignored i get the further i get pushed away from him. this sucks, but there's nothing i can do about it. he's aware of how i feel and apparently still wants space. so i'm gonna learn to be happy.
i need to post more icons argh! update on the boy: i'm just being patient. because as they say, time heals everything. we will talk now and then as friends but all i'm waiting for is the next time i go home. i hope i can see him and we can really see what we want to do with each other. i pray about this everyday.